A question I am asked over and over again two very important questions. 1) How am I doing? 2) Am I ready?
To answer question number one. I personally think this is the harder of the two. Am I nervous? Of course! But of the healthy sort I feel. I mean I am going to a foreign country where I don't speak the language, where I don't really know one, and really have no clue what I am doing. Yet I have a sense of peace and that is totally a God thing. I know He has total control. He already has proved this because I know I wouldn't have gotten this far without Him. Am I excited? Of course! This is once in a life time experience and something I have always wanted to do. I get to see knew things, smell new (and strong!) scents, meet new people. In short I get to experience a total new culture! There are not many people that get opportunities like this! So maybe the best answer to this question is I am just a whole heaping bundle of emotions. In all honesty maybe you should ask me this question when I am on the plane, when it actually hits me that this is actually happening.
Question number two. Am I ready? Well I am all packed. Which in and of itself is a feat considering I packed while unpacking from school. I have all the essentials a head lamp (because its not a matter of if the power goes out but when), a water bottle with filter (a very nice gift), and plenty of Sudoku for personally sanity's sake on the 14 hour flight. Am I ready to stand out? Yes, it wouldn't be the first time. Am I ready for 105 degree heat? In all honesty I am not sure what that feels like any more... Am I ready to avoid the monkeys at all costs? Sure, if it means not being mauled by them! Am I ready to be a nurse in a hospital where only one person speaks English? I have no idea. I know it will be hard but I am sure I will learn a lot regardless. So in answer to this question I believe the resounding answer is, Yes, I am ready. (As ready as I will ever be.)
I know a huge reason I am a prepared as I am is because of all of you. My church family was a true example of the body of Christ today, I am so blessed to be covered in their thoughts and prayers. I cannot thank them enough. My family has helped me get ready in so many ways right down to every little detail. Without them this trip wouldn't even be a dream. My friends who have listened to me talk and talk about this trip, and yet have never stopped encouraging me. Thank you all so much. I'll talk to you on other side.
They are well guided that God guides ~Scottish Proverb



